Ow. That is all I have to say. And I have to say it quickly because every 30 seconds I need to run to the bathroom since the 1.5 ML of salt water I drank is liquifying my insides. And it has been happening ALL DAY. All so I can wake up super early tommorrow and have my insides looked at. All of this for a baby.
I did manage to find a moment to POAS and get my expected BFN, so that's that.
Please. Please pray that the Doctor finds something. Otherwise, I slip into the land of unexplained infertility, and I'm not sure I can handle that. Sure, I have PCOS, but when we totally get the timing right it doesn't work. So what does it matter that I have PCOS?
Please God, please let the Doctor be able to fix what's wrong....
I was like a turtle on her back, struggling to know why the world is upside down, and was set on her feet to discover a whole world of new issues living life as a working mom.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
And we're off...on a 2 week wait!
So this weekend we got all riled up and managed to hit dead on O day. Nice. So now we wait. Of course, this totally screws up my surgery because the laproscopy is scheduled for the 2nd day of my period. I have my pre-op appointment this Friday and that should finalize the deal. I hope we can push it back a week or two. Actually, I really hope I'm pregnant and don't have to go through it at all! At least my test date is before the surgery, so I don't have to worry about accidentially going through surgery pregnant! We shall see....
Friday, October 10, 2008
Dry spell
Somehow, dear hubby translated "be careful since you don't want to risk being pregnant during surgery" to "whatever you do, don't touch your wife!" Going from gettin biz-ay every other day to none in over a week is frustrating. grrr.....
Meanwhile, life is chug chug chugging along with nothing too exciting on my end to report. I'm just anxiously POAS to make sure I'm not ovulating because I don't want anything to screw up my surgery. I have a Pre Op appointment on the 17th which should be very telling. We'll see where I am in the cycle by then to determine what the best plan for us would be. If I haven't O'd by that point, then I am free and clear! So again with the fingers crossed...
Meanwhile, life is chug chug chugging along with nothing too exciting on my end to report. I'm just anxiously POAS to make sure I'm not ovulating because I don't want anything to screw up my surgery.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Funny Story
So the other day the MIL calls hubby, and during the conversation she says, "Does Amber know that EVERYONE in (the town she lives in) is PREGNANT?! How does she feel abot that?"
Seriously. She is not the brightest bulb in the pack. This is the same woman who, when I mentioned how I cried at the news of the FIRST pregnancy in the group she replied, "Oh Amber, seriously. Of course they are pregnant first because they got married before you." Ummm.... seriously? They started trying about 3 months AFTER we did. But that little biological fact I realized was not worth discussing with her. And now we get to see her this weekend.
The fun never stops.
Seriously. She is not the brightest bulb in the pack. This is the same woman who, when I mentioned how I cried at the news of the FIRST pregnancy in the group she replied, "Oh Amber, seriously. Of course they are pregnant first because they got married before you." Ummm.... seriously? They started trying about 3 months AFTER we did. But that little biological fact I realized was not worth discussing with her. And now we get to see her this weekend.
The fun never stops.
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